Wednesday, December 30, 2009
A late Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Night life
1) This was the funnest night. Now, i'm not sure if it was the fact that whiskey was involved, that I was with friends or if I was just in the right mood for the setting. But it was a good night. With chatting, laughing, drinking, and a small (ok, none for me) amount of dancing. There wasn't any drunk guys hitting on us, or constantly moving in on our table. I'm going to chalk this up to having guys in the group. Which turns out can be quite handy sometimes. Actually most of the time, because I know personally, I don't usually go out at night to try and find myself a future husband. I go to enjoy myself, have fun, and talk to people. I'm not casting my line and trolling for men all night. However sometimes it would appear so by the amount of drunks and cheesy pick up lines I have to fend off.
2) Ashley and I sat at OTR for a few drinks and chatted quietly in a booth at the back for a few hours. There were lots fo shiny pennies around, aka. good looking guys. So we had a nice evening enjoying the scenery and catching up. Only had to fend off a few random guys. Not too bad.
3) Last night, I was not in the mood to be out and about. Maybe being stone sober in a very crowded bar was the reason. Its usually enough to do me in right quckly. However it was nice for a while to chat and catch up with a few friends I haven't seen for a while. Also nice to meet some new people have just have general conversation and be slightly sociable. I have also decided that its the nights like these that I must have a large stamp on my forehead that says " desperate". When in reality is should say "stone sober, irritable, don't talk to me" It always happens that the nights I don't drink, are the nights that guys seem to really bother me. Maybe because i'm sober and they're drunk it seems taht much worse. But when I can't walk anywhere in the place without being stared at (i mean, really, i'm right here, I see you creeping) or cat calls or wolf whistles. Its annoying. Its not fun. It makes me leave asap.
so for now I have decided that the best combination is to go out with friends and aquaintances for some causal drinks and have a few guys in that group. It's fun, its sociable, you avoid the hangover, and I can make it throught the night without feeling like hitting people.
1) I am working again. Nice to have some money coming into the bank again instead of just out. However work gets in the way of my life. Not quite as easy to pack up and head out whenever my heart desires...
2) Christmas is almost here. Once again I procrastinated on my christams presents. And now i'm rushing around tring to get things together... smart.
3) I have managed to be interesting and seem like a social person for the past three or so weeks. However, I had a feeling it wouldn't last and have now fallen back to my old ways of not being able to stay out late, not drinking and getting grumpy when the bar is too full and there are way too many drunk people. Just can't deal with it.
thats about all I have right now...
inspiration is still lacking...
Sunday, December 6, 2009
New tunes
Chris Young- Getting you home
Jake Owen- Hard not to love you
Easton Corbin- A little more country than that
Blake Shelton- Hilbilly Bone
Josh Turner- Why don't we just dance
Billy Currington- Thats how country boys roll
chivalry, almost extinct... but not quite
As a very independent woman, I can see both sides of the issue. At one point, I was just fine opening my own door, and somewhat annoyed if a guy went out of his way to do it for me. Not that that happens very often however... Now, maybe due to my old age (just kidding!), it is the opposite, if a man opens the door for me, insists on paying, gives me a hand over an icy patch and so on, it actually catches my attention. It works in his favor and its that extra little something that shows he really cares. I'm not saying that those who don't do these small acts, don't care either, its just it isn't reinforced. Acts of chivalry are attention grabbing. They open up our eyes to the fact that you're a gentleman and that there might be some more to you than we originally saw. Yes, I can open my doors, I have all my limbs, I make my own money and usually I do go running over the ice just to see how far I can slide, but no woman is going to resist that little extra attention. Atleast no woman in her right mind. Really what woman doesn't want to be taken care of every now and again? Don't get me wrong, we can handle all the vicious world out there on our own, but its nice to know there's someone beside (or behind at some times...) you just incase, or to give you that extra hand when you may need or appreciate it most. I know from my experiences of chivalry, and like I mentioned earlier they are few and far between, it is eye catching. But every act has stood out in my mind as well as the man who was behind it.
Now guys, i'm not saying dress up in shining armor and ride a horse around the city in order to protect the girl. I'm pretty sure that would have the opposite effect and make her run the other direction. However show that little extra effort and consideration and it will take you far. A single flower for no special reason, insist on paying for dinner, hold the door open for her, open her car door first, offer a jacket. Whatever it is, it doesn't make you weak, it makes you knightly.
No Chivalry isn't dead, it's just on the endangered actions list. Almost extinct. So gentlemen, step up and bring it back to life.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Wednesday I met up with Eric and Jason for dinner and drinks. We were later joined by Brett. What started out as an evening ended with us closing down the pub at 2 am. Turns out we started playing pool and played for quite a while! Time flies when you're having fun, and of course the fun didn't end there. We all headed back to Jasons place for a few more drinks and once again stayed up until 4 am. Too bad for the boys who had to get up early for work.
Friday night watched Ice Age 3. Highly recommended for a great light non thinking movie. Halarious. Very enjoyable.
Today (saturday) was spent sleeping until almost noon. Perfect way to spend a snowy saturday morning. Jason and I went for lunch at Montanas so we could visit and harass Brett while she was working. I then have spent the remainder of the day/evening/night working on leather and finishing a few projects that I had on the go. Brett is here as well and we are working away while watching movies. Great way to spend a snowy saturday night!
new creations...
after 1 hour of prep and pattern tracing, 5 hours of tooling and 2 hours of lacing I finished my first handbag! I can only hope that it will get faster the more I do... but turned out good for first time attempt!
ok, winter is really here...
Winter is here...
Monday, November 30, 2009
Annual B & B Turkey Extravaganza
the chefs working hard while every one else plays.
good party is never complete without some jenga. and the Original version at that!
Of course there is some form of fight that will happen. This time it was a towel fight. As Brian later says, "sham wow is great for cleaning shit up, but it sucks in a towel fight!" I guess the helment only protects so much, Jeremy definitely won.
Nico and Mark supporting the cause with their mustaches.There were lots of dirty mustaches thats for sure... even better were the ones that had been dyed...
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Am I missing something?

Aging... its all grapes and raisins
T: I am tired again today. Up till 3 and then up at 6:30 for work. I really have to stop that.
K: Yes, you should probably tone it down a bit. Time to grow up and act old like you are.
T: Maybe, but I can act old when I am dead.
K: Yes you can, but you might end up dead alot earlier than you planned if you're not careful.
T: I made it far already, I got atleast another 30 years to go before I need to slow down.
K: good luck with that. You will be a decrepit old person by the time you are 40 at this rate
T:I wouldn't go as far as decrepit. Maybe just well used. Aged? Ripe? Matured?
K: i'd compare it to the difference between grapes and raisins. Without the proper care its not wine quality therefore its destined to be a raisin if its not just a grape (therefore eaten (dead) in its prime). And really raisins are just humiliated grapes. they aren't enjoyed with dinner, unlike wine. Instead they are covered in chocolate in an attempt to make them edible. Trust me, you don't want to be chocolate dipped. Sure chocolate is great every once in a while but once you get past the coating theres still only just a disappointing raisin inside.
K: And yes, I did just compare you to grapes and raisins
T:Grapes and Raisins eh? I don't think I will be shrivelling up by 40... You must have contemplated this before.
K: no actually I just came up with it now. I know. My on the fly metaphorical and analogy skills are impressive. I didn't imply that you would have the physical qualities of a raisin. I only compared your future life situation to that of a raisin. The physical characteristics may or may not be the same. too soon to tell.
T: Ok, thanks for clarifying because I intend to look no different than I do today... forever
K: Please let me know the secret. Not that I want to use it for myself, but so I can market and sell it to the world and make millions off your idea.
And sadly enough I never did learn the secret. So for now, I'm still on plan A for making my millions. So be it.
technology stuff...
1: It is quite enjoyable really. Because I know all the other women in the place wished they were me.
2: You hear fantastic stories that are highly amusing
3: A lot of the topic of conversation is about oil drilling and rigs. seeing as all of them either work the rigs or are in that field someway or another... but then again, who isnt' in alberta...?
4: I don't really say much all night, to the extent that if I was drinking I would have drank them all under the table and been very drunk, seeing as I would have drank to fill the void of not talking. So good thing I wasn't drinking last night.
however at one point the conversation did go towards cell phones etc. then the argument began about blackberry vs. normal phones vs. every other option. " But I can still watch hockey live on mine" "Oh, well on my blackberry I can read all the messages i've missed in the last month" "Well I have 2 phones that are the same so if one breaks out in the bush I can call and get the other one activated" "Oh I have internet, I have gps, I have this, I have that" etc. etc. etc. and so it goes on, and on, and on, and on. Finally it got to the point where I had to ask if we were really (and by we I mean they) still talking about this topic... I admit, I only say things like that because I only have limited knowledge in that area. If I did contribute to this conversation it would have been something like "Well... I have a phone.... oh! and I can send text messages...and I have speed dial... and its Gray!" or something to that extent. Coming from the girl who doesn't (and has never) even own an ipod when some at the table are onto their 3rd or 4th upgraded ones I can not hold my own when technology talk begins. I can proudly say I atleast know what a blackberry is, and I can tell it apart from other things. However after the first few introductory sentences i'm lost. all I hear is "woosh, woosh, woosh" and thats it. For those of you wondering what the "woosh, woosh, woosh" is, thats the sound of wings flapping as the conversation flies wayyyy over my head. I'm lost. and therefore because I have nothing brilliant to add to it I am there in silent. And just save my breath for breathing. It did make me laugh though when I look confused and mark gives me a look, to which I respond, "I don't even own an ipod" and he just pats me on the leg and says " I know, you ride horses." Now, my next question is, why is that the only response I ever get when I finally do interject on the technology talks after they've gone on for half an hour? If I do recall, a few months ago in calgary, computer programming came up twice, an hour apart, only to be repeated because of the arival of a new person to the party. Now, I once again go " Are they REALLY having this conversationg AGAIN!?" to which Deans reply was " Yes, we are. I know, you ride horses." Are they implying that I have no idea about any of this stuff because I ride horses? If I didn't ride horses, but everything else was the same in my world would I miraculously understand things more? I am curious... The way I like to look at it is, without all your technology, how would they survive compared to me? They may die alot quicker. I however, probably wouldn't miss too much out of the ordinary. Other than the odd blog and my fantastic ability to pass/force my thought provoking knowledge on to others through text messages and my blog. (you may not admit it, but I know you ALL would miss it terribly) All I have to say, is put me out in the middle of the bush, without power and no technology and I bet I would outlast any of them. I could start a fire and make complete meals and easily survive. Now the technology dependent, i'm not so sure... could they manage to survive without google at their fingertips? what about the gps in the phone... nope, they would surely be lost. Horses have taken me places others only dream of, and allowed me to see and experience things that others do not know exist. So go ahead, laugh because I ride horses, but I am proud of it.I'm proud of the knowledge and abilities it has allowed me to obtain and the places it has taken me in this world.
Monday, November 23, 2009
New Moon
Ranch life...
sunday night involved Cayley and I sitting in front of the fire in the Cabin with a bottle of wine. It was fantastic. Great time catching up and relaxing...
Red Deer
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Snow...
Well I guess I will start with thursday, went and visited Jason for what was going to be a few hours but then turned into sitting around drinkin whiskey and beer, watching flight of the conchords ("No i'm not crying, its just raining outside!" GREAT show... highly recommend it if you like low budget but highly entertaining stuff...) and random parts of movies until wayyy to early in the morning. Oops. Oh well, I didn't have to work on friday. Sorry Jason! Friday was an attempt to catch up on sleep, napping randomly until 1, then actually getting organized, headed downtown for a meeting at 2:30 then met up with Mimi for a late lunch. Went to the gym... wow, what was I thinking. It was one of those decisions that was genious at the time but highly regrettable the minute I started working out... way too tired still!
Melanie and I decided to go to a movie last night forgetting one very important thing that we were quickly reminded of when we got there. After the parking lot was soooooooooo full and there were teenage girls everywhere screaming and crying and being WAY to enthusiastic and loud. I mean come one, You don't need to stand there and SCREAM into your cell phone. and i'm not saying like screaming and still talking at the same time, there were no words in this scream. Just a full out scream. repeatedly... yip... not cool. anyway, this was when we realized the new twilight movie is out... shit. oh well. I don't understand how people can get so excited about a movie, its a movie, it will be around for ever. Think about the rest of the population who want to go enjoy a different movie tonight, wait one more week when there is less chaos and then maybe there will be less of you Twihards to deal with. When other people have to fight their way through the line up to your theatre door just to get to ours... its a little over kill. Who needs lawn chairs and books to keep them occupied, WHY ARE YOU THERE SO EARLY!? don't you have better things to do with your time on friday...?
I understand that yes, there are some very good looking boys/men in this movie and that is an ok reason to be excited. I understand the appeal, come on, Taylor Lautner Aka.Jacob Black, mmmmm yum. I have included a picture below for those of you who have no idea what i'm talking about or those of you who do and want to take a minute to admire. Just don't drool on your keyboard ok? Who cares if he's only 17... if you can somewhat get past the baby face... just Look at that body! I'm a body person...age is no factor to me as long as its good to look at. Who cares if they're stupid, just tell them not to talk. Maybe thats what I need, find a nice gorgeous man and pick him out on looks alone. Allow him to go everywhere with me. Just like an accessorie. But he's not allowed to talk. Only there for viewing pleasure... too much? ok... ya I think thats a little too much. Anyway...Back to my initial issue... All i'm saying, if only half of them could wait for another week or two. Like I am... I admit, I will most likely go see it, (helloo half naked werewolves?! I'm so there!) but i'm not going to die if I don't see it for another month, unlike it seems some who were going to drop dead if they didn't see it by 9pm last night. Just gotta spread it out a bit it'd be a much better movie experience for all of us...Now that I have that rant out of the way...
We saw Men who stare at goats. Highly recommended if you enjoy somewhat twisted humour. Niot quite as out there as Ingloriuos Basterds, and not as clean cut as your basic comedy. If you like the off center and quirky comedy (think Kiss Kiss Bang Bang) then i'm guessing you will enjoy.
Today it is back to the books... by books I mean work... not school. THANK GOD...(and yes Jason, thats thank god not good lord... i'm trying...)
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Found it!
So today was more successful. Way less aimless wandering. I also met up with Mimi and got more work to do... yeay!
hmmm so I'm actually at a loss of things to say right now... unbelievable I know...
Anyway, off to Jasons in a bit for a few drinks. That means I will leave the house TWICE today. Woohoo! progress!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
soundtrack to the day I lost my mind...
Joe Diffie- prop me up beside the jukebox
just a fun great old song
Michael Buble- haven't met you yet
this song allows for great chair dancing practice. by that I mean dancing while staying seated in your chair at the desk... not some crazy stripper show dance...
Hans Zimmer- The Dark Knight - I Am Batman
Because I Am! what...? aren't I?
perfectly dark and ominous and suitting for the loss of my mind today
Joey & Rory- Tonight cowboy you're mine
if only that was the truth... haha
where am I?
Another scary thought is i'm starting to feel like i may have lost my rudder somewhere, feeling slightly off my mental reservation... now that may be because I haven't talked to a single person (other than mom, not saying that she doesn't count!) for the past 2 days... (wait... what day is it?) lets try that again, the last 3 days. Or it could also just be because my family tree is more like a shrub... Just kidding family! I love you all!
Normally I would be just fine with this fact if I was on the ranch with my animals, or out in the hills with the horses and stars instead of street lights and cars... (as demonstrated in picture above) BUT problem here is.... i'm not. i'm in the city and sitting in front of a computer. Atleast out there you can always say you were talking to the dog, or the horses or something... other than yourself. Its easy to have a conversation with them, they don't talk back. You know theres an issue when the jake owen pictures start talking back to me from the computer...Just Kidding! But I can only take my own dialogue for so long. Theres that old saying " Theres two theories to arguing with a woman, neither one works" It's true, and I like to emphasize the fact that when you're a woman and fighting with yourself its even worse... impossible to win... you think there'd be an advantage, knowing what the other side is going to say before they even know they're going to say it... but theres not. Just makes for a really complicated situation.
I better go stare at more numbers now, maybe I can find my mind somewhere mixed in with all the credits, debits, 0's and $ signs... ? maybe...? I will look for a secret code....
I have a feeling it will look something like this...
credit 3599.00 debit 2590.oo $#^your mind would like to return to you$39206.0004089634 but only if you finish this sequence 4358.00 + talking money...debit 25890.23 add 2905-123216549874A talking monkey? 565462@% &56521598^&#$^6+3456725<<34546/*: Talking monkey, yeah, yeah. Came here from the future, ugly sucker, only says _______
and then I will say "Ficus" to finish the sequence and my mind will return.
I know, I know you are all wondering how I know this answer... well, i'm a genious. Obviously.
anyway, until next time
i'm gone like the mind from a man who's gone insane.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
front page of the monday journal
attempting to organize my life...uh oh
so after a minor freak out this afternoon when I realized I have no idea what i'm doing with myself now that all my gypsy travels are through I sat down with many sheets of big paper and large markers and went to work. I think I have things figured out for now... atleast up until june! yeay! And for those of you that might be worried, there are still gypsy travels involved... just not quite as manys mall ones, only a few large ones! This is what me getting organized looks like...
This morning I watched the geese on the lake. It was highly amusing watching them trying to walk around on the thin layer of ice... slipping all over. Almost felt bad for them until they'd fall through the ice and then i'd laugh again. Too funny!
Monday, November 16, 2009
My Playlist...
I will try and incorporate some non country too... but it might be hard! :)
Bryce Pallister- Not Ready to Go
Luke Bryan- Do I
Daughtry- Tennessee Line (Vince Gill does back up vocals!).
Nickelback- Burn it to the Ground
I want to kiss you good morning...
slow down gypsy life...
CFR
CFR week has once again come and gone. It was great fun, and awesome to see everyone and catch up with everyone.
Terri decided to cuff the cops with her neck rope on friday night. I'm going to have to get her to teach me that one... :)
Burrington (aka. Dad) thought he should take Mels blackberry and text her boyfriend. He must have forgot that it is technology, and requires skills. Anyway, 15 minutes later I think he finally managed to create one sentence and hit send....
New writing...
Grand Ole Opry
Music City!


Tennessee was perfect (well almost), the fall colors were beautiful, the weather was ideal, theres great country music everywhere, the only thing missing is some mountains close by. (and by mountains I mean like the rockies, not like the hills they call mountains in arizona...) the house is where we stayed for the week. It was the first original post office of nashville. built in 1820!


Night time shots of broadway where all the honky tonks and live music is found. I could spend hours and nights upon nights going up and down this street. So much fun. Always good music, cheap beer and tons of great people to meet!
Tombstone




Road Trip USA!
Mom, Ray and I road tripped down to phoenix. It was... well... an adventure I suppose. We went through 6 states in 5 days. Starting off with Montana, (which I love by the way) cut across the state, from the north west corner, flathead lake (the picture is a dock on flathead lake) and big fork (where we stayed on night one),
to south east corner of west yellowstone (stayed over night 2). Beautiful Drive! Highly recomend going to yellowstone. Its a must see. Then after yellowstone, we ventured on down through Jackson Hole Wyoming, nice little place, very much like Banff. Onward to Logan Utah. Turns out we drove through idaho, but didn't see any
of it because it was dark. Just before hitting Logan we travelled a very windy, up and down, crazy road. Which we later found out was one of the most beautiful passes in Utah, hey guess what, we missed it all as well because.... it was dark! Logan was our stop for night 3. Then south through Utah. North by Logan it was very nice scenery, but soon turned into desert... and boring... not exactly my type of scenery. But it was still nice to see...once. Night 4 was then spent at vegas. Which i'm glad to say I have finally experienced, however I do believe that it is slightly overrated, and that is the view I will keep until I experience differently. However, can't complain with the $50 win on the penny machines! I'm Rich!-er... Picture of mom and
I infront of the fountains at Bellagio.Saturday we headed out to grand canyon and explored way up high and admired the wonder. Amazing! Rolled in to phoenix late saturday night. 
Grand Canyon!







